FAMILY SCHOOL TRUTH CAMPAIGN NOTE: Some last names were removed for the protection of named parties who were students at the time Morgan was enrolled at the school
Student from: 2001 - 2003
Hello. My name is Morgan Edmiston I was a student at the Family
Foundation School.
I entered FFS when I was fourteen and left when I
was sixteen. I had many preexisting emotional and mental health issues
to begin, such as being diagnosed with bi-polar disorder and possibly
schizophrenic. I found myself often paranoid as a child.
I had dealt with issues such as abandonment as a young child. My
father was never in my life. (He left my mom before i was born.) I was
fortunate to have developed a close and loving relationship with my
Grandmother but unfortunately she had passed away when I was ten. I did
not know how to handle that death at all. By the time I was twelve I
had discovered my adolescence and puberty change, I was highly sexually
charged at that age. I acted out at school acted like a fool and
complete asshole wherever I went. Yes I did do a lot of things WRONG. I
am no saint and I fully understand why I went to the Family School
today. Then I did not, I felt like an average child looking for their
rightful individuality.
When I entered the Family School I wanted to leave right away I
had the worst feeling in my stomach about that place. I was stripped
searched and told to take a shower with lice shampoo. Angelo checked me
in to the school and gave me orders and told me to listen to what I was
told. I thought to myself, "Why not just go to Military School?" I was
not allowed to have things such as music or art supplies that i used at
the time. I automatically became lost and wondered why my parents were
shipping me off to this place. When I knew I wasn't allowed to talk to
them for my first month I felt like I was in a fight for control. I
felt completely abandoned again this time it was by my Mom, from that
day on I have been scarred.
The founder Tony Argiros was there and I remember being told that
him being there was a rarity. I found out why when I went to lunch that
day where I was placed in family six. He was there and this kid about
sixteen to seventeen years old was facing the corner standing and told
to come stand in front of the five horse shoe shaped banquet tables for
a table talk. I remember being forced to pray before this table talk.
When we were done they started talking about this poor kids' family
life his father had killed himself, the young kid said he abused his
mom and he did drugs and abused alcohol. All I remember that day is
that Paul Geer had started yelling at him because he said he did not
want to do something. Then all of a sudden Tony was yelling in a
rageful voice making him cry and i remember the look in his eyes that I
will Never Forget. He looked as if he was in a hell he could not get
out or away. His name was Austin D****. When I saw that look I felt as
is if I was incarcerated and being there was a survival of the fittest.
Some-days would just drag on forever, I remember having to eat
maypo and tuna often and sit in the corner. I had every bit of will to
fight that place. I had to prove I was stronger emotionally than they
were. I didn't think that I was an alcoholic. I didn't even know what
that word specifically entailed or characterized. I had never even been
drunk or high on illegal drugs for that matter. I did my best to steal
from that place as much as possible I loved work sanctions and they
made me run because I was obese. I never had a problem with that today
I pride myself on those two things because I felt I knew how to use
them. Work sanctions were great no school no problem. I did not have to
talk to anybody and that usually always made me happy. I felt there was
never a use for me to run away. I was just gonna get arrested and sent
back.
There was this sanction called the twin sanction. Where you had to
follow somebody around at all times, usually someone you don't like. I
was put on this sanction with this kid Chris A********. To be quite
honest everybody knew I hated his guts. They wanted to see my boiling
point with him they wanted me to hit him I did. When I think about it
today they just bullied me into wanting to see me be violent and see
where I stood. I am glad I only gave that once to them.
They wanted me to be completely afraid of them. I remember Ted
Towsley made Chris, myself and Jim C********* stand outside the
family six window and told us we were going to be on the outside
looking in the rest of our lives. I am sorry I can not be Mr. alpha
male the rest of my life. I didn't go home once in two years until the
day I left. I saw my family a total of four times. I intentionally
disregarded them fifty percent of the time.
Erika M**** and Emily V******** had screaming matches with Paul
Geer. He completely degraded them for all they were worth. He indirectly
called these really nice girls Karyn S**** and Kate O******* sluts on
more than one occasion. Terry McCarthy is one of the more respectable
people there. He at least tried to help me he showed me how to be
motivated. He did use force (even Terry himself admitted it) on a
student and grab him out of his bed one morning his name was Nick. I am
sorry I do not remember his last name. It started with a B and his
sister was in family three.
I had to lie in order to get out of trouble. As far as I am
concerned they were easy to manipulate as long as I sounded some what
rational and sane they would believe me. They took what they wanted to
hear as well. I was outside of an AA meeting one day a couple of years
ago because I chose to be there and seek help for myself and this guy
said that Alcoholics and addicts of all sort strived to be manipulated.
These people are not suited to be helping others they are still living
unhealthy emotional lives.
I have screaming dreams on the occasion. I remember when I left
that place I saw the movie Sleepers. I have never cried so much. All I
could think of was the Family Foundation School. I am not a completely
changed person today. I still have problems like we all do. They can
not change youth. Our bodies were not made to be treated with that kind
of neglect. Our parents actions said they didnt want us and took us to
another family. One that was no better as far as I am concerned. Today
I know and trust my family had well intentions. They wasted our parents
money on trying to help us but instead treated us poorly and delayed
our maturing process.
Thank you for letting the world know what kind of place this is. I
would not expect for this place to change or be different. You cant
have expectations of an alcoholic they are selfish people. They are
addicted to this unhealthy work place and lifestyle. I hope I exposed
them for what they were worth. They are nothing to me today. I want
everyone to know I love my family with all my heart they are all I have
and my mother and step father are people I will give my life to.
I remember having religion shoved down my throat such as Catholicism
and Christianity. I was told I was an impure pervert and needed to pray
to the Virgin Mary. I don't believe in Jesus or Allah for that matter. I
am an Agnostic and I hope all of you find your spiritual journeys. You
deserve it just as the people at the Family School do.